My thoughts before anything: maybe if i wasn’t ugly
1 juni 2019
He is the one. Even if he isnt, ill make him.
Hi ren.
I miss you alot.
For the first time i really do think to have a long term relationship with someone. I really, really want to be with you all the time. + a day. But the thing is, in this relationship, i feel lonely alot. Like, alot. You’re not there when i needed you most. But the second your tips brushes against my skin, its like you could payback all the nights i spent wanting.
I love you. So much. And it scares the shit out of me, knowing damn well you’ve filled space in me and the fact that you could change your mind and left that space empty anytime. Im not even talking about long-gone. Im talking about 3 hours not be in touch with you and i already feel empty.
All this life i’ve been holding myself back to love someone too much. Once i fell to deeply i got extremely anxious. And today that is exactly what happened. Gw tau gw udh sayang bgt sm lo krn gw anxious parah i cannot sleep.
Renda loves you in a very different way than you, than anyone ever. Bkn brrti dia ga sayang. Diomongin aja ya apapun yg lo rasain
“We’re all trying to forget someone.”— Six Word Story (via allineedissix)